A Question of Some Import

Mood/feelings: Stressed, scared, nervous, and pretty convinced of general failure heading my way. I can deal with that though.

How?

By totally ignoring the problems and fixating on something that doesn't really matter at all!!!!

So...the question of no importance whatsoever, drumroll please...

should I stick up a photograph in my profile? Use the comments to let me know what you think, voting ends...at some point.

Right. Maybe I should go to bed?

Please Disregard Previous Post...

Right. Don't worry about the last post - some stuff was going on, it was dealt with in a timely and mature fashion, and if you are going to die unless you know what happened you'll just have to ask me. And whether or not I explain will give you a good idea as to how key I feel your continued existance is. :-D

I'm trying to type carefully - I just got my first ever manicure. I think I might be hooked. I also think I might need to go try the pedicure thing at some point, cause this is a lot of fun!

Party here last night was phenomenal. We had a solid mix of G's friends, plus my high school AND college friends. The food was spectacular, the people were fabulous...and I flat out felt adorably sexy. Which is unusual for me. Must be the jeans...

So much went on last night, and frankly it would take forever to type it in, and I don't have that kind of patience *grins* If you weren't there, silly you for not showing up! But I did get to meet new people and got some of my friends to interact who'd never met before. Erika particularly cracked me up in her greeting to Ehren. She's G's new best friend I think...first of all she's working at Starbucks, so he's going to be worshipping her, and when I told him of her greeting to Ehren, he cracked up and said "I think I like her even more..."

Oh yeah, he and Ralphie got along pretty well too.

Annie showed up - hadn't seen her in ages, Ehren, Dan and Sam were playing guitar and bass and all manner of fun things. Everything rocked out...and I got a chance to dance and meet new people, so cool.

Also, had lunch with Bill and Brian today, hadn't seen either of them in ages and that was beyond sweet, just catch up and showed them the apartment. :) All in all it's been fun

Think it's just about nap time for me though - going to the reunion and need to get some rest before I go glam up. Kinda hope it stops raining before I have to go outside, cause it would really REALLY suck if I got all pretty and then had the rain ruin everything!

Naps are fun... :) Later!

New colors

Yeah, I know I changed the background again. Only this time didn't really do anything except change the coloring. What can I say? I got bored with the old color scheme.

Yeah this sounds trivial. Why? Cause I'm sick and tired of being the strong one. The reasonable one. Fuck that. What I wouldn't give just to fy off the handle, a good rip roaring pissed off don't fuck with me temper tantrum. Why is it so hard? Why do friends always end up being the ones who twist the knife? And why can't I just let it go?!

Maybe things will look better in the morning. God I hope so. Cause I'm gonna cry when I go to sleep tonight, and I really don't want to.

Damnit. DAMNIT.


Just...fuck it.

Good night.

Place still looks like a disaster...

I am moved in more or less. Place still looks unfinished but we're getting there slowly. I have all the furniture that is required so I'm counting that on the positive side. There is so much going on...and nothing really noteworthy or blog-able. Sorry.

I did just want to post to say 'sup and all. I am currently searching through boxes looking for things...but at least i'm starting to get a good idea of WHERE to look...baby steps and all that.

Oh hell...if you really want to know what's going on in my life, talk to me! For the moment, that's all I've got! :)

Talk later,
me.

More Quizzes Before I Disapper for the Next Few Days

Take the quiz: "Which American City Are You?"

Boston
You are under-world power and old-world tradition. You get the job done and it's better if nobody asks how.

Boston, yep. Go Red Sox! Heh. And my friends have known for years not to ask questions about my methods of execution.


You're Donna!


Which That 70's Show Character are You?
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A tall fiery redhead...OK, it's the second time a quiz has pegged me as having red hair...someone trying to tell me something?? Sure I get teased about my height...tall though? Oh to dream...


MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly
motivated. Sharp
thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves
attention. Deep
feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm
Standpoint. Needs no
motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in
the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts.
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless.
Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift


What does your birth month say about you?
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Systematic? Me?? Nah...