We need to talk.

I care about you. I do. But you need to understand something. I am at heart a very private person. I wear my heart on my sleeve - but it's encoded in about 8 different layers. An enigma machine can't crack it. Only those who know me well.

So this? It isn't working out. We gave it a go, we tried. We had some fun times. But now? We've grown, we've changed. I've changed. It's not you - it's me. I need something else in my life right now. So, Blog, I'm taking a break. Let's not call it a break up...we can still be friends. Eventually. But right now I just need some time and space away. Let's leave it on a positive note, and not drag it on until we hate each other. Be good. Be happy.

For those of you following at home - I can't do the self indulgent crap on line where everyone can see it. I can't and it just makes me angry when people respond by telling me to just snap out of it. Or to go get some exercise. Or, best yet, "if you're not happy then change what you're doing." Because what is really being said is "change who you are. compromise that which you believe in because we don't want to hear you be sad anymore."

Well, screw that. But, in order to keep that dignity to myself, that means this *gestures around at blog* needs to stop. For the forseeable future. Maybe forever. Who knows. I am just sick and tired of everything. All of it. And there is no need to keep lamenting it in public places. Because all it ends in is trite information from people who don't really care. Or think there's a quick easy solution to everything.

There isn't and I'll be damned if...

anyway. g'bye.