I Give Up

It's Friday again, and here I am doing my usual Friday night routine.

I've had it. I'm out of options, I'm out of ideas.

I've tried being depressed, and that's not helping. I've tried laughing it off...hell I joke about it to my students. But you know what? It's stopped being funny.

$%*& this. $%*& this and everything that makes me feel like this. I won't even put up the list because it's not worth the effort. I don't care about this #!^@ anymore.

So, I give up. The end. I'm done. I'm not dealing with this anymore. Numb? Sounds REALLY good right now.