that this has gotten a bit dark lately...but so has my mind so I'm afraid you will have to bear with me.
I realized, somewhat suddenly, that I have lost the lightness that I enjoyed about myself, and that I need to get it back. Of course, more troubling, is that I didn't lose it, rather I had been faking it for the last...well let's just say a really long time, and that I'm just losing the masking ability.
I was lightly flirting with someone tonight. I was watching TV and saw a perfectly done romantic scene - it was what I define as perfect. Not cheesy, not what most would call romantic, just sweet and loving and precisely what I find missing.
The flirting helped...
This is disjointed and will likely remain so, as I am tired and have been awake too many hours. Regardless, should anyone want details give me a call please. Otherwise, we'll chat whenever.
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